Confirmation, Thank you for the rain.

 Dear God,

When it rains it pours. Rain also washes away, cleanses and makes anew. I believe that is what is happening. I believe this heavy pour is cleansing us and since there is so much to be cleansed it rains for days. Thank you for sending the rain God. I collected some to feed to my plants inside. I want to give them the taste of actual Earth, God. I'm also thinking of taking a portion of it and pouring it over my naked body as I stand in the shower. I believe it'll wash my sins right into the drain and rejuvenate my body and refresh my mind. 

The moon last night was sultry and sensual and made space for conversation to unfold. There was truth spoken and there was truth heard. There was a reconnection, a deeper state of mind. I asked how I could be of my support and I listened to what I was told. Manifestations were made, tarots were read, prayer was said. Both of us frightened to become what we fear most. So questions arise of authenticity.

God, I remember coming to you and asking for a equal partner I can grow and learn from and teach, I asked for him not to be above me. I didn't want to feel beneath, that wouldn't be equal. I didn't want to be ahead of my partner. I didn't want to feel like I was being held back. I needed  an equal and an equal is what I received. 

A home is what we are building. All great homes have solid foundations and foundations are not built over night. Building is what we have been called to do. Whenever, there is mud let it, cracks seen, shifty flooring, our hardest efforts are tested for the fixing. There are times when the towel wants to be thrown in and efforts put to halt. Learning each lesson as it is presented and times repeating the course. 

Divine intervention. you sent the rain to test us once more and our foundation stood strong. That was confirmation. This rain showed us that our foundation is ready to built atop of. This grounding level is complete and we are ready for the first floor. Thank you for sending the rain God. 

Amen